I have a feeling that I'm not living my life in full. It's like I'm scared and something is pulling me back. I think and dream about so much situations that I'm not making any memories. I know that this may sound dramatic because I'm only seventeen and life is in front of me but at the time it's like life is passing by and I'm not even aware of it. I would like to get rid of fear and just enjoy life but it seems that I can't do that. I'm always worrying and over thinking everything. I'm afraid that when I get older and I look back at my life I would see all the chances that I missed and memories that I didn't made. Because after all memories will be the only thing that we'll always have.
We have power to decide how we'll live our life. That scares a crap out of me. How to know which choices are good and which bad? Perhaps with morality and conscience. When I was little I always wanted to be teenage girl. You know having lot of friends, fall crazy in love, travel with my friends just like in every teen movie. But reality isn't like that. That's probably the reason why I love to watch that kind of movies so much. Don't get me wrong I'm thankful for my family, friends ad life in general but I would like to have courage to try new things and step out of my comfort zone. Go on a spontaneous journey to the seaside with my friends, watch starry sky, sing and dance by the fire all night, meet new people and travel. I don't want to read about all that things or watch them in a movies I want to live them.
I'm always waiting for something, for summer, for next day or week. I think that I waited enough. I want to live in the moment and don't want to regret about past or worry about future. I know that some will say that I have time for all that memories making time, but do I really have? Time is unpredictable. Who knows what could happen tomorrow. I don't want to keep saying "I'll do that tomorrow". I'm afraid that I'm going to grow old and don't have chance to do all the things that I want to do. Grown up stuff will get in the way. I'll try my best to enjoy life and not from the beginning of the new year, but from this moment.
YOLO!
♥ ;)
I have a feeling that I'm not living my life in full. It's like I'm scared and something is pulling me back. I think and dream about so much situations that I'm not making any memories. I know that this may sound dramatic because I'm only seventeen and life is in front of me but at the time it's like life is passing by and I'm not even aware of it. I would like to get rid of fear and just enjoy life but it seems that I can't do that. I'm always worrying and over thinking everything. I'm afraid that when I get older and I look back at my life I would see all the chances that I missed and memories that I didn't made. Because after all memories will be the only thing that we'll always have.
We have power to decide how we'll live our life. That scares a crap out of me. How to know which choices are good and which bad? Perhaps with morality and conscience. When I was little I always wanted to be teenage girl. You know having lot of friends, fall crazy in love, travel with my friends just like in every teen movie. But reality isn't like that. That's probably the reason why I love to watch that kind of movies so much. Don't get me wrong I'm thankful for my family, friends ad life in general but I would like to have courage to try new things and step out of my comfort zone. Go on a spontaneous journey to the seaside with my friends, watch starry sky, sing and dance by the fire all night, meet new people and travel. I don't want to read about all that things or watch them in a movies I want to live them.
I'm always waiting for something, for summer, for next day or week. I think that I waited enough. I want to live in the moment and don't want to regret about past or worry about future. I know that some will say that I have time for all that memories making time, but do I really have? Time is unpredictable. Who knows what could happen tomorrow. I don't want to keep saying "I'll do that tomorrow". I'm afraid that I'm going to grow old and don't have chance to do all the things that I want to do. Grown up stuff will get in the way. I'll try my best to enjoy life and not from the beginning of the new year, but from this moment.
YOLO!
♥ ;)
It's another Sunday. Beautiful snowy Sunday. We are in that time of the year when I struggle to remember which day it is. But since there is no school I don't mind it. This week included eating, watching a lot of Christmas movies, sleeping and reading. As you can tell it was a perfect week.
♥ So it was my birthday this Tuesday. To be precise at 23rd December. I wasn't free that day because I had to go to school. However I was happy that I could spend that day with my friends... although it was a tens day. After school my friend and I went on Wiener schnitzel that was so delicious. Then we went on walk to park and took too many embarrassing selfies.
♥ On Christmas Eve my family and I decorated our Christmas tree. I love that part of Christmas. We all gather around tree and have fun decorating it. This year we decided to go with red and gold ornaments. I think that we did excellent job. This was the first year that we had live tree and the smell of it filled the house.
♥ I had wonderful Christmas day with my family. After opening our presents and breakfast we went to Church. We spend all our afternoon watching movies and eating delicious cakes that my mother and I made. It was fun and chilled day.
♥ I'm so happy that I finally have time for reading for fun. As I said in previous post I missed it so much. Can't wait to finish The "Time Traveler's Wife" and start reading other books that are waiting on my bookshelf. I'll try to read as many books as I can this holidays.
♥ I was so happy when I saw snow falling this morning. Only wish that I had this Christmas was to snow and you don't even know how excited I was when I saw that everything is white. I'm loving it so much. I think that I'm going to go sledging and have snowball fight tomorrow. I didn't do it for so long.
Which things made you happy this week?
P.S. You could noticed that there is new design of Sweet Passions. I designed header all by myself. Would like to know what you think about it?
♥ ;)
It's another Sunday. Beautiful snowy Sunday. We are in that time of the year when I struggle to remember which day it is. But since there is no school I don't mind it. This week included eating, watching a lot of Christmas movies, sleeping and reading. As you can tell it was a perfect week.
♥ So it was my birthday this Tuesday. To be precise at 23rd December. I wasn't free that day because I had to go to school. However I was happy that I could spend that day with my friends... although it was a tens day. After school my friend and I went on Wiener schnitzel that was so delicious. Then we went on walk to park and took too many embarrassing selfies.
♥ On Christmas Eve my family and I decorated our Christmas tree. I love that part of Christmas. We all gather around tree and have fun decorating it. This year we decided to go with red and gold ornaments. I think that we did excellent job. This was the first year that we had live tree and the smell of it filled the house.
♥ I had wonderful Christmas day with my family. After opening our presents and breakfast we went to Church. We spend all our afternoon watching movies and eating delicious cakes that my mother and I made. It was fun and chilled day.
♥ I'm so happy that I finally have time for reading for fun. As I said in previous post I missed it so much. Can't wait to finish The "Time Traveler's Wife" and start reading other books that are waiting on my bookshelf. I'll try to read as many books as I can this holidays.
♥ I was so happy when I saw snow falling this morning. Only wish that I had this Christmas was to snow and you don't even know how excited I was when I saw that everything is white. I'm loving it so much. I think that I'm going to go sledging and have snowball fight tomorrow. I didn't do it for so long.
Which things made you happy this week?
P.S. You could noticed that there is new design of Sweet Passions. I designed header all by myself. Would like to know what you think about it?
♥ ;)
First I want to wish you all a Merry Christmas. I hope that you had an amazing time. I didn't wont to blog on Christmas Eve and Day. Actually I didn't even been on computer and internet. I wanted to relax and help my family with preparations. You know baking, eating and all that stuff.
Although I was counting to Christmas from the beginning of September it came fast and surprisingly. As I finished with school on 23rd I was concentrated on it.
My family tradition is that we decorate our Christmas Tree on Christmas Eve. It's always such a fun thing to do. Then I help my mum with final preparations. After that at eleven o'clock in the evening we go to Midnight Mass. I love that I can immediately wish Merry Christmas to my family and friends.
I had a beautiful Christmas Day with my family. It would be even more beautiful if it was snowing. We woke up around nine o'clock and opened our presents and have breakfast. After that we got ready for Christmas Mass. I've spend all afternoon eating and watching Christmas movies.
I remember that as a kid my brother, sister and I would wake up at six o'clock and rush to see what Santa brought to us. Now as we get older and we know the "secret" we like presents...don't get me wrong... but we enjoy more spending time together.
I had amazing surprise this morning when I looked true my window and saw snow. Although it melted by the afternoon I was so happy!
I had a beautiful Christmas Day with my family. It would be even more beautiful if it was snowing. We woke up around nine o'clock and opened our presents and have breakfast. After that we got ready for Christmas Mass. I've spend all afternoon eating and watching Christmas movies.
I remember that as a kid my brother, sister and I would wake up at six o'clock and rush to see what Santa brought to us. Now as we get older and we know the "secret" we like presents...don't get me wrong... but we enjoy more spending time together.
I had amazing surprise this morning when I looked true my window and saw snow. Although it melted by the afternoon I was so happy!
I'm so glad that school is over and that now I have so much more time to relax and just clear my mind. I'm happy that I finally have time for reading. I missed it so much. I already started to read "The Time Travelers's Wife" and I must say that I'm really enjoying it.
So yeah I just wanted to wish you all the best. I'm not sure if I'm going to post anything this few days of 2014 but you can always find me on Twitter. xoxo
How did you spend Christmas day?
♥ ;)
First I want to wish you all a Merry Christmas. I hope that you had an amazing time. I didn't wont to blog on Christmas Eve and Day. Actually I didn't even been on computer and internet. I wanted to relax and help my family with preparations. You know baking, eating and all that stuff.
Although I was counting to Christmas from the beginning of September it came fast and surprisingly. As I finished with school on 23rd I was concentrated on it.
My family tradition is that we decorate our Christmas Tree on Christmas Eve. It's always such a fun thing to do. Then I help my mum with final preparations. After that at eleven o'clock in the evening we go to Midnight Mass. I love that I can immediately wish Merry Christmas to my family and friends.
I had a beautiful Christmas Day with my family. It would be even more beautiful if it was snowing. We woke up around nine o'clock and opened our presents and have breakfast. After that we got ready for Christmas Mass. I've spend all afternoon eating and watching Christmas movies.
I remember that as a kid my brother, sister and I would wake up at six o'clock and rush to see what Santa brought to us. Now as we get older and we know the "secret" we like presents...don't get me wrong... but we enjoy more spending time together.
I had amazing surprise this morning when I looked true my window and saw snow. Although it melted by the afternoon I was so happy!
I had a beautiful Christmas Day with my family. It would be even more beautiful if it was snowing. We woke up around nine o'clock and opened our presents and have breakfast. After that we got ready for Christmas Mass. I've spend all afternoon eating and watching Christmas movies.
I remember that as a kid my brother, sister and I would wake up at six o'clock and rush to see what Santa brought to us. Now as we get older and we know the "secret" we like presents...don't get me wrong... but we enjoy more spending time together.
I had amazing surprise this morning when I looked true my window and saw snow. Although it melted by the afternoon I was so happy!
I'm so glad that school is over and that now I have so much more time to relax and just clear my mind. I'm happy that I finally have time for reading. I missed it so much. I already started to read "The Time Travelers's Wife" and I must say that I'm really enjoying it.
So yeah I just wanted to wish you all the best. I'm not sure if I'm going to post anything this few days of 2014 but you can always find me on Twitter. xoxo
How did you spend Christmas day?
♥ ;)
One of my favorite things about Christmas are Christmas songs. They are just so happy and cheerful. There is no better thing than cuddling underneath the blanket, listening Christmas songs and watching snow falling...feeling nostalgic. I have a few songs that I listen to every winter. Everything is better with songs so are the Holidays.
One of my absolutely favorite Christmas song is Shake up Christmas by Train. I can't get bored with this song. I love everything about it, melody, lyrics , video just everything. I listen it every year and it put me in a Christmasy mood. It's such a magical song.
I'm a big fan of Pentatonix and I think that they are so talented. Last week I heard That's Christmas To Me and I just felt warmth around my heart. I never heard such a heartfelt and peaceful Christmas song. Another song from them that I really like is Mary, Did you Know?
And last is of course Christmas album by Michael Buble. I mean Holidays can't be complete without his songs. On of my favorites are Baby Please Come Home , Holly Jolly Christmas and Jingle Bells .
These are the songs that I have on my phone and listen to every day. They made me so happy and excited for Holidays to come. I can't wait to relax and spend some quality time with my family and friends.
♥ ;)
I'm a big fan of Pentatonix and I think that they are so talented. Last week I heard That's Christmas To Me and I just felt warmth around my heart. I never heard such a heartfelt and peaceful Christmas song. Another song from them that I really like is Mary, Did you Know?
And last is of course Christmas album by Michael Buble. I mean Holidays can't be complete without his songs. On of my favorites are Baby Please Come Home , Holly Jolly Christmas and Jingle Bells .
These are the songs that I have on my phone and listen to every day. They made me so happy and excited for Holidays to come. I can't wait to relax and spend some quality time with my family and friends.
What are your favorite Christmas songs?
♥ ;)
One of my favorite things about Christmas are Christmas songs. They are just so happy and cheerful. There is no better thing than cuddling underneath the blanket, listening Christmas songs and watching snow falling...feeling nostalgic. I have a few songs that I listen to every winter. Everything is better with songs so are the Holidays.
One of my absolutely favorite Christmas song is Shake up Christmas by Train. I can't get bored with this song. I love everything about it, melody, lyrics , video just everything. I listen it every year and it put me in a Christmasy mood. It's such a magical song.
I'm a big fan of Pentatonix and I think that they are so talented. Last week I heard That's Christmas To Me and I just felt warmth around my heart. I never heard such a heartfelt and peaceful Christmas song. Another song from them that I really like is Mary, Did you Know?
And last is of course Christmas album by Michael Buble. I mean Holidays can't be complete without his songs. On of my favorites are Baby Please Come Home , Holly Jolly Christmas and Jingle Bells .
These are the songs that I have on my phone and listen to every day. They made me so happy and excited for Holidays to come. I can't wait to relax and spend some quality time with my family and friends.
♥ ;)
I'm a big fan of Pentatonix and I think that they are so talented. Last week I heard That's Christmas To Me and I just felt warmth around my heart. I never heard such a heartfelt and peaceful Christmas song. Another song from them that I really like is Mary, Did you Know?
And last is of course Christmas album by Michael Buble. I mean Holidays can't be complete without his songs. On of my favorites are Baby Please Come Home , Holly Jolly Christmas and Jingle Bells .
These are the songs that I have on my phone and listen to every day. They made me so happy and excited for Holidays to come. I can't wait to relax and spend some quality time with my family and friends.
What are your favorite Christmas songs?
♥ ;)
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